susandoty

  I have made my way back again and so has my weight. I have gained some more lbs. Oh, I hate this so much. I know my biggest problem is I wake up 3 or 4 times a night and I get up and always grab me something to eat. It’s just like something drags me to the kitchen. I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! How do I stop doing this?????  I want to get back in my good clothes so much.

So I have decided to try to stick to a normal diet again. And I know buddyslim is the best place that I can turned to for support. My family thinks that I look fine but inside of myself thin me is screaming let me out. I remember so clearly when I weighted 135 lbs and now I am up to 202 lbs, so horrible. I want me back!!! I am raising my 9 month granddaughter and I can barely keep up with her in her walker without running out of enery and breath, what am I going to do when she starts walking, oh my!!!

Here comes the new me…….it will take awhile, this weight did not get on my overnight but it IS going to come off!!!!!!!!!!

I had a pretty good day today. I have not drinked any diet cokes for 3 days now, I am proud of myself. I have even watched my calories.  I feel like I am getting move active now.

I just finished watching that movie on Lifetime called “Prayers for Bobby”. It was a good movies. Hubby is asleep on the couch.

Is there is any weight loss groups I can join? I have been looking at the forum and was wondering.

My goal is to lose 50 lbs by July 18. This time I know I can do it!!!! This is a very special day for me.

I have been looking at all the diet and loss weight sites on the internet all morning. There are so many different ones out there. You know Buddy Slim is the only one that I have found that really has the buddies that will help and motivate you. You can really make friends here. People here really do care.

I want to thank all my buddies!!!!!!!

Yesterday I weighted my self in the morning and I weighted 187 and last night when I got ready for bed I weighted again and I weighted 194.  I don’t understand why my weight goes up and down like that. When is the best time to weight yourself?

Today is day 3 of no diet cokes for me!! I have only been drinking green tea, water and crystal light. The first day I had a headache and I think maybe it was from not drinking any diet cokes.

Just wanted to check in and say hi to all my buddies. Things are starting to settle down a little. My son and daughter in law moved back to Bryan, Texas. That has taken some strain off me. All I am gotting to say is “They were someting else”. My daughter Ashley goes to the doctor every other Monday now. Her baby Adalynn Elaine is supposed to be born March 4 but I really don’t think she will wait that long, she will be my very first granddaughter.

I really hope I can stick to my diet now, with summer coming up and all………

Sorry I haven’t been here for awhile but it has been one thing or the other going on. To say the least I have gained 2 lbs. Hopefully a new year a new start, right?

I need some help here buddies. How do you add pics to the booster notes??

I have not woke up and ate during the last 2 nights and I have lost 2 lbs. Late night eating really packs on the lbs. I am taking a glass of water to bed with me and if I do wake up I drink some water and go back to sleep…..so far it’s working!!

And also I am trying to drink only 2 diet cokes a day…….before I was drinking 6 to 8 a day.

And too I am doing portion control. I put my food on a smaller plate. Hubby said the other night do you think that will make you eat less and I said yes. So maybe it will, ahve to give it a try at least, right?

Well, I gained all my weight back that I lost before when I was last here, horrible!! I am depressed now. The only thing I can do now is brush myself off and get back on my weight loss journey, right? And kick myself in the behind!!

I went through my clothes closet yesterday and found some of my clothes way in the back that I have forgotten about, my thin clothes. I kept them because I always thought maybe someday………..now someday is here……….I want back in those clothes……this coming year!!!

I can do it, I can do it, I can do it..how many times do I have to keep telling myself that before I do? I know I am an emotional eater….and I get up late at night and eat…..how do I stop? How can I sleep all through the night without waking up and heading to the kitchen?

I am so sick from living this way and eating this way.

Today I am going to make a vow to myself to stay on my diet once and for all. And to not stray away from buddyslim again. I have searched and searched all over the internet and this is the best place for me.

So here I go again friends…………………

It’s been a long time since I was last here and I have gain even more weight. I am so depressed about my weight gain. I hate it!!!!!